Walk in the park

My walk in the park with you
is over
a brief moment in life
has come and passed

With your fingerprints
still fresh on my body
I try to heal
but when my heart
is still inside you
it's not easy

My walk in the park with you
has ended
your presence
is fading slowly
and I'm getting colder
every day

My walk in the park with you
is over
our holding hands
have lost their grip

ENi08

weep

I weep
in your presence
I weep
willing to surrender

I'm weak
under your hands
I'm weak
defenceless
and content

I'm small
beside you
I'm small
but so secure

I weep
in your presence
I weep
because I love you
so much
so intense

ENi08

You are

You are
my well kept secret
the cross I bear
with pride
and shame

You are my anchor
sometimes pulling me under
sometimes
keeping me from drifting
too far

You are
my parallell universe
sometimes
a wonderful dreamworld
sometimes
a horrible twilight zone

You are
Love
sometimes suffocating me
sometimes the only thing
breathing life into me

ENi08

Den dagen

Jag längtar till den dagen
då klockorna stannat
och det är bara vågorna som slå
Då alla vägskäl är borta
och valet är enkelt
-det finns bara en väg att gå

Jag väntar på den dagen
då tystnaden sänkt sig
och insikterna blivit fler
När strävan äntligen är över
och det är okej att säga
-jag vill inget mer

Jag längtar till den dagen
då allt plötsligt blir stilla
då jag lever nu och här
När ron äntligen får fylla kroppen
då det går en rysning i mig
-för jag är nöjd med livet som det är.

ENi07

sunday morning

You left in anger
on an early Sunday morning
the sun struggling
over the rooftops
I was prepared and calm
but overwhelmed with anticipation

God how it will hurt
when the sun is up
when this shock has faded

Sun still struggling
I watched you through the window
agitated steps
straight back
-nothing gets to you.

You were walking fast
partly still angry
mostly just
glad to leave

ENi07

your hand on my shoulder

You put your hand on my shoulder
and I suddenly felt so calm
so safe and secure
like never before

You put your hand on my shoulder
and I suddenly felt
like I could never be lonely
again
like there's a secret bond between us
no matter how far apart
no matter how long the distance

You put your hand on my shoulder
and I suddenly felt that I'm
no longer out of place in this world
no longer an outsider
the black sheep
the odd man out

You put your hand on my shoulder
and I no longer need approval
reassurance
or green lights
I am no longer walking behind
beneath
but up front and above

You put your hand on my shoulder
and made me
complete

ENi08